If u had a change to write a book abt ur life story wut is ur title would be? Hv u guys eva thought abt it? tanya aku pn sampai ari ni pn x jumpa tajuk y sesuai. So many stories and so many chapter to tell. Lets ending ths year wif sm confession truly honest 4rm d bottom my heart. Ths is abt all wonderful ppl around me that make my life so mean full till 2day.
Mohd Zaidi Afendi: When I was 16, there’s 1 gentleman come to me and say: “ ur hair is mess gurl”. Since that day we r b come a very good friend n he tried gv me some light to my life. F&B @ Holiday Inn Hotel it’s really fun place on memories. He left us after my high school, especially me wt tears n guilty. I’m sorry 4 not to see ur light, I’m sorry 4 not concern abt u, I’m sorry 4 not even care abt u, I’m sorry 4 nvr taking care of u. I just a girl with full of fear. Fear of love, fear of getting hurt. I’m just not ready for any of it. I’ll try keep d promised even though I’m not sure if I cn get thru of it. Yes, I still keep try’g. … Wish u’ll get rest wt peace there, u got my pray all d times in my life babe n I’ll nvr 4get. U such a good person that God love u more. I noe It’s such a shame watch’g me did all d mess here. I’m sorry I just not strong enough 2 do it alone..... (since 1995)
To my BFF: Nor Cup Tea, it’s such a shame on me kinda person born without love, scared of love, losing love but u the one who show me how wonderful love is, how important love is in our life. I really admire just d way u r, a person wif full of love. Thank you for loving me all this while. 2dy I kinda feel losing u after u get married Whateva is ur kids r so beautiful like mother, likes daughter!! Thanx god I found u in my life…. (Get crush on 1994)
Mr. S: he guy with sense of humor, yes he is. We make up, we broke up, we mess up, we been crazy, we do silly things, we been travel just for discovery things, we just grow’g up 2gether. Hahhaaaa…. it’s really fun to be wif. He the guy live wif all beautiful chick around but he still my good friend of mine when I’m on cloudy day. He alwiz will bring me sunshine on his pocket to make me calm n smile again (since 1998)
To my Ex-fiance : We did very well n we just tht closed. I’ll will nvr 4got ths chapter in my life. U r part of it 4 ever n eva. Especially the wish that we made b4 we end the day, b4 we closed our eyes, b4 getting sleep every nite. “Felisis swenyor miamorsito, sweet dream n dream’g of us become an angel 2nite to taking care of us while we sleep…” How sweet is that!. All I cn said is u r d best partner I eva had in my life. U show me love, u gv so much love. Thank you for ur caring, passion, help, afford n love that u share wt me that make me realize something in my life. I really appreciated it even though we can’t be together I will keep u in my heart 4eva for sure. No 1 cn replace u n till now u r still d best!! (since 1999)
Seniorita N: Scandal ka? hhaha.. We been naughty all ths while since high school. We alwiz act like secret lover, scandal n being evil…! Ssshhh!!!! Ths is our secret! But the true is we just scared to losing each other by hv’g title on our relationship cz we really had very special connection. U r rock babe…!! Pesanan dr penaja tk awak ni: “Beware wif ur 6 sense lover tu kay, we r on the same boat n we noe wt u did last raya, hahahaaaa….!!!!”. (since 1995)
Lelaki Melayu Terakhir: The good man alwiz taken by someone else. Sighh…* u more like my real brother for me, who alwiz be there when I need ur hand. U never ask for return in whatever help that u done. Just loved the way u r, man with honest in relationship. Can’t imagine life without u around. (since 2002)
To my Beloved Gundu: U the one who alwiz fire up my temper, my desire, my brain, my life, my passion, my anger, my sadness, my love n my bla..bla..bal..u make me crazy every day . How come I got crush on u? weird really weird, u n me cam langit dan bumi, we r really different. The way we think, the way we act, the way we move on everything we did. Never though we will been last’g till 2day. We made it, we break the record our life relationship. Cool!! I really wanna thank u for try’g to understand me, try’g to make up our relationship, try’g to gv full of support, try’g to stay n live with my craziness. Being wif u make me realize that no matter how hard our life is don’t run! we hv to face it n when thru of it, it really worth it. Right Gundu??? Maybe one day we will not b 2gether by try’g to be better lifestyle but we r still part of our life or maybe we r 4eva. Thk I just born to b who I am now. No matter how hard I try, I nvr had a chance to change it. It just me born to be… God, pls 4give me (since 2004)
One thing I noe is I been so lucky alwiz had all this fabulous people around to loved me. Love u guy’s 4eva n eva.
Let’s end this year with very nice lasting friendship n happiness…..!!!
Happy New Year 2009..!!!!!
Really love u guy’s…muaxx!!!
See u others year…cheers!!!!!!
Ta..ta…
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